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Listen,
It's my fault we're fighting
Blame was implied by my admissions
Fleeting but sincere visions through the gaslight
We'll row for nights, you won't return
Burn all our pictures if I can't fix this
Love's Action
(That's no fact so take it back)
Today's tough act's so strange
Touch halts, reaction fades
Assault? Delight?
Just say!
Books bettered bursts,
Inert faults faltered
Blamed names blossomed
Mine wilts, awfully
Love's Action
(That's no fact so take it back)
Tough acts play cruel games
Touch halts, reaction fades
Both of us own this shame
Me,
Reciting trauma:
Assault, old fights,
New drama
You,
Won't move to tell
I'll choose new wounds to show hell
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I Don't Pay Library Fees
01:40
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Play sad songs
Young to sound so strong
(Found out something's wrong with me)
Some doubt shouts judgement
(Judge I cannot live without)
Tells you what you're meant for
Ignore imperfection
You're more than gifts you sent
I'm sure what you meant
You're born for music
Stupid kid
[From Gurren Lagann]
(Kamina) Don't believe in yourself,
(Simon) Huh?
(Kamina) Believe in the kamina who believes in you!
I'm prophetic
(Fine, tell my future then)
Pathetic too
(Check again you're cruel)
Produce truth from YouTube
Proved what's meant for you
Mock heads
Talking to kids parents ignore
I won't ignore you
F*ck, found why you're bored
I'm your forced mentor
Prophesized so falsely
Parentifying cries
Find what you're meant for
Sorry I implied
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No way I'm advising
Try calm minds
Mine traumatizes to unwind
[From Whiplash]
(Andrew)
Well I don't think that we should be together and I've thought about it a lot and this is what's gonna happen. I'm going to keep pursuing what I'm pursuing and because I'm doing that it's going to take up more and more of my time and I'm not going to spend as much time with you and even when I do spend time with you I'm going to be thinking about drumming.
You're crazy
(Then see me I'm in need)
I'm immature
(Of course a new excuse to leave)
Conjure sense
Google cheap psychologists
Toxic podcasts
(F*ck Jordan Peterson)
Host boasts: both problems suck
Nights past at campfires
Spiked fights advise lost trust
I'll thrust,
It won't fix us
[From Whiplash]
(Andrew) You're going to tell me to ease up on the drumming and spend more time with you because you're not feeling important and I'm not going to be able to do that and really I'm just going to start to resent for even asking me to stop drumming and we're just going to start to hate each other
Felt often
Home serum softens
Coffin outs
Doubt options found float our
Drowning
No way we'll claim peace
We're seperating
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Last night's okay with me
(We were lying in my bed Algernon on the TV)
Gently, fear's resurrecting
(Please calm down peace waits where you left me)
[From Detroit Rock City]
(Jam) Can I have my drumsticks back?
(Jam's Mom) Your drumsticks are the least of your worries young man. You ran out on God! My son just ran out on God!
I f*cked it up
(Trust the pills put in your gut)
Eyes stay shut
Keep making out
Fake feelings,
Can't stop now
Yes is easy
Restraint breaks hearts
I'll be useful
Need nothing
[From Detroit Rock City]
(Jam) Pray to some stupid little statue for me and all is forgiven and forgotten right mom? Then you can spend your days in a guilt free pursuit of more constructive activities like telling everybody else how screwed up their lives are.
Precious patterns
Distracting blanket
Mind scattered but
I'm erect
I'm waking up
(Trust the pills put in your gut)
Last night was rough
Lust forced me down
(Must you always bring it up?)
Dropped feelings,
Got guts
[From Detroit Rock City]
(Jam) And that way you don't even need to think how tough it was for you when you were growing up and it's probably a good thing too cause if you did you'd realize what a lousy, god damn, sh*tty *ss parent you are
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[From Yugioh]
(Yami) It was your courage and the love your friends had for you that prevailed this day
(Yugi) And your determination!
Thank you for filling my home,
hosts won't drink alone
Thank you for shooting all month
shots of me clearly too drunk
Your laughter numbs
(Some have darker humor than you)
Hangover stirs regret
(Bet it will turn deadly)
Wonder who's seen those videos
Will one play at my funeral?
It's normalized
(Find me when it's time to lie)
Julius [Pizza] is full tonight
(Foolishly we'll fight again)
Disguised delight
Price is lifetime
Bars,
Like hard spin class:
Tight clothes,
Going nowhere
Pores,
Beg for water
Men
Steal more stares
(Yugi) We all did it, together
(Yami) That's right, as friends
(Yugi) And in the end that's what it came down to: friends being there for one another.
Thanks for nicely leaving time
I cried, drying
Still try to flee my life
At least I'm self-reliant
Pissed, it's okay
Kiss her,
Stay hurt
Fix her,
Miss me,
My therapist charges
Per problem
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Everyone knows better than me
Dreaming through routine
Fake perfect grace,
Forget my face
Everyone looks better than me
Scrapbook palm, dehydration
I'm dead weight
(Don't waste time)
WAIT
(Are you faking it?)
I feel faint
Saints live like this
(Renovate, take down a shake and then...)
When will you leave?
[From Tales of Symphonia]
(Mithos) Farewell my shadow: you who stand at the end of the path I chose not to follow. I wanted my own world so I don't regret my choice. I would make the same choice all over again.
My faults are common
I thank mom and dad
(dear mom)
Thank you!
Routine's gold,
Leave us alone then
Everyone stay away from me
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Bed's in chaos
May love it
(Head's full of lead, we can polish the oven)
Made sheets missed muster,
Hide in the covers
(Save the time spend to suffer, sleep, or)
WAIT!
They come over
(Say that they'll become the one)
Validate and sate dry shoulders
Cold from the abyss
(This is sure to hold bliss)
Old, jealous, goodbye kiss
[From Superbad]
(Jonah Hill as Seth) You bailed on me
(Michael Cera as Evan) I didn't bail on you
(Seth) Yeah, you just bailed on me
Don't work tonight,
What you win
It's perfect skin slipped over bone
Vibrating phone
Don't hurt tonight,
Skirt anger, regret
Alert to only loneliness
Love yous to who shares this room
[From Superbad]
(Seth) That's the definition of bailing
(Evan) You're the one that dragged me to that party with those lunatics, man. I didn't bail on you.
(Seth) You BAILED ON ME!
Stop fighting,
People don't change
Soft paths make light days
Protect pain
Don't work tonight
You might show
Clothes pulled tight for counting bones
Deflate what hates starvation
Bed's chaotic
I love it
Bought a day to hide in the covers
Don't blame you
[From Superbad]
(Seth) Is this about Becca? This is about some girl man!?
(Evan) I like her!
(Seth) She's a girl! What? Are you going to go out with her for two years? What about after that?
(Evan) Not everything is about you!
(Seth) Fine. I won't be your responsibility anymore okay? You don't have to talk to me but next time something's pissing you off how about you say it like a man instead of bottling it up for 10 years and wait till you have a bad day to let it all out?
(Evan) Don't touch me.
(Seth) C'mon man!
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Nurture Nurture Saint John, New Brunswick
Making an album every year because I love midwest emo
Saint John, NB, Canada
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